Nov 29, 2012


Wore my T-Swift shirt and saw the last (thank god) Twilight. I was disappointed.

this song makes me cry.

come on baby with me
we're gonna fly away from here
you were my best four years 

Nov 28, 2012


Some red things. 

bad hair day?

got that Osis+'s hair powder and it is really good! still loving red lipstick. can't get enough.

today's outfit........
still very obsessed over this album

tell myself it's time now
gotta let go
but moving on from him is impossible
when i still see it all in my head
in burning RED

Nov 27, 2012


I found two new things today: that shirt and an editing program. Sonja gave me that cool shirt last summer, but I had forgotten about it. Today morning I found it though, and the rest is history.
I got a hint about an editing program from my friend Sara, and I decided to try it out. It's so cool! All those new effects, I'm in heaven. You're going to see a lot of edited photos here.... maybe :--)

my dance lessons dance is for this's freaking stuck in my head.

oh what a shame that you came here with someone
so while you're here in my arms
let's make the most of the night
like were gonna die young  

Nov 26, 2012


There's been a challenge in many blogs called "The Naked Truth" where you're supposed to post a photo where you have no make-up, nada, zero. So I decided to join the crowd and post two pictures without any beauty products on. And what's a better time than during the test week.
I think it's pretty daring to put natural pictures of yourself in the internet because that is a place where you are being judged all the time.  That's why I respect this challenge.

I'm shocked how young girls are when they start putting make-up on. But who am I to judge? My first try with make-up happened when I was about 10 or 11. Way, way too young. My mom told me not to, but I didn't listen. I wish that I could take it back. It feels stupid now that I wanted to look older... But how was I supposed to know how I'd feel almost ten years later.
First I just used mascara, then eyeshadow and later powder and base, too. That lasted for about two years, and when I was 14 I cut my daily make-up just to mascara. Now days I use mascara on a daily basis and I cover up my black circles under the eyes. And sometimes red lipstick and eyeliner.
I feel prettier when I have some mascara on. I guess it's because I have really light hair, so it's really difficult to see my eyebrows and lashes :-D
Really all you need is a smile and you're good to go. A smile makes everyone prettier. :-)

pretty pretty please don't you ever ever feel 
like you're less than fucking perfect
pretty pretty please if you ever ever feel
like you're nothing
you're fucking perfect to me

Nov 24, 2012


Text week started. Still five more to go. 

and this is what keeps me going.....
i'm totally digging one direction right now

i won't let these little things slip out of my mouth
but if i do
it's you
oh, it's you they add up to
i'm in love with you 

Nov 21, 2012


Today's outfit, here you go!

so i cross my heart and i hope to die
that i'll only stay with you one more night
ans i know i said it a million times
but i'll only stay with you one more night


My parents have been married for 20 years now. They really set me a good example. I want to get to that point too someday. To spend the rest of my life with someone.

where there is a desire
there is gonna be a flame
where there is a flame
someone's bound to get burned
but just because it burns doesn't mean you're gonna die
you gotta get up and try

Nov 19, 2012


You know how every Sunday you start your new life. You promise to eat better, exercise more, study harder and go to bed earlier. And when Wednesday comes, you realize how sucky you've been, and you decide to start your new life again next Monday. I'm that kind of a person. I don't know why that is. Maybe there isn't enough hours in a day to do everything, or maybe I'm looking for perfection, I don't know. 
Last night I was talking about this with a guy-friend of mine, and he totally understood what I meant. He does the same, too. So together we decided to start our new, better life officially today, and try our hardest to make it work. For me it has worked! I woke up happily, had an excellent practice in tennis, I ate healthily, I don't have a lot of homework, so I'll be in bed by 11pm.
New life, here I come!

here are some pictures from the past six months that haven't been published.


he said
"look at you, worrying too much about things you can't change.
you'll spend  your whole life singing the blues
if you keep thinking that way" 

Nov 18, 2012


 This week's inspirations:

braids. photos taken in the evening, that's why they look like they're falling apart - 'cause they are.
shades of green
everything old and meaningful

find light in the beautiful sea
i choose to be happy
you and i, you and i
we're like diamonds in the sky 

Nov 15, 2012


I never find anything from flea markets, but last weekend I actually spot that flower jacket. Best three euros I've ever spent (well, maybe).

flower jacket flea market, hat H&M, shirt Forever21
shorts Forever21
boots DinSko

it's true what you've heard
i am a freak, i'm disturbed
 so come on and give me your worst

Nov 13, 2012


I stole my grandma's blouse last weekend. I also wore high heels today, ouch. It makes me feel taller though.

took off fast trough the green light, go
hey, skip the conversation when you already know
i left a note on the door with a joke we'd made
and that was the first day  

Nov 11, 2012


This post is coming out way too late 'cause I've finished the Fifty Shades trilogy a long back, but I still feel that it needs some kind of recognition in my blog.
So, my friend, Anastasia as a matter of fact (how ironic is that?), suggested me the series 'cause she had fallen in love with it. She read all three books in just one weekend. So I started reading them and just a matter of minutes, I was hooked.
Even though the story is weirdly different and shameless, it's still a love story - and I do love a good love story. I can't wait for the movies to come out.
I suggest these books to everyone. Well, not for boys.
so you were never a saint
and i love the Sade's are wrong
we learn to live with the pain
mosaic broken hearts