Jan 29, 2013

LET'S MAKE THIS LAST FOREVER

Abis are gone. SAD. Me and Roosa are the only ones left. Still one more year to go. 
Last Sunday we had our little feast where we ate, talked and sang. I love these get-togethers. 
And I know that our friendship is going to last forever. We're gonna make it last forever. 

nora, anni, jenni, sara, aliisa, ida, vanessa, roosa, liisa = the team 
...girls with many faces :--)
food, naturally
bread. no need to say more






if you're lost and alone
or you're sinking like a stone
carry on
may your past be the sound of your feet upon the groung
carry on  

Jan 27, 2013

WEEK 4

This week's pictures from my phone and a theme song for week 4.

loving him is like driving the new maserati down a dead end street 
faster than the wind, passionate as a sin
ending so suddenly
loving him is like trying to change your mind once your already flying through the free fall
like the colors in autumn so bright
just before they lose it all    
1. me 2.the best girls on sunday 3. uuu i hope i'll get good news later!

losing him was blue like i've ever known
missing him was dark grey, all alone
forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met
but loving him was red
loving him was red   
1. me again 2. helsinki 3. i ain't getting skinnier.... 4. me me me

touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you
memorizing him was as easy as known all the words to your old favorite song
fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword
and realizing there's no right answer
regretting him was like wishing you've never found out
that love could be that strong 
1. lazy morning 2. friend's concert 3. wuthering heights, love that book

losing him was blue like i've never known
missing him was dark grey, all alone
forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met
but loving him was red
oh red, burning red   
remembering him comes in flashbacks and echoes
tell myself it's time now, gotta let go
but moving on from him is impossible 
when i still see it all in my head in burning red
loving him was red
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 oh losing him was blue like i've never known
missing him was dark grey, all alone
forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met
'cause loving him was red
yeah yeah red, burning red
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 and that's why he's spinning round in my head
comes back to me, burning red
yeah yeah
his love was like driving the new maserati down a dead end street 

Jan 26, 2013

I'M CAUGHT UP IN YOU

I love the sun. I love the light. I love my friends. I love fashion and art. I love my family. I love winter and snow.

Apparently I love many things.







 untouchable, burning brighter than the sun
and when you're close 
i feel like coming undone 

Jan 22, 2013

IT'S OKAY NOT TO FEEL OKAY

Making myself feel better. :--) Shopping. The best medicine. 

the perfect black ankle boots from zara





but baby if you say you want me to stay
i'll change my mind 
'cause i don't wanna know
i'm walking away if you'll be mine

Jan 20, 2013

THE STORY OF US LOOKS A LOT LIKE A TRAGEDY NOW

5 similar photos and the last set of feelings.

 i used to think one day we'd tell the story of us
how we met and the sparks flew instantly
and people would say "they're the lucky ones"
i used to know my place was the spot next to you
now i'm searching the room for an empty seat
'cause lately i don't even know what page you're one
oh, simple complications
miscommunications lead to fall out
so many things that i wish you knew
        so many walls up i can't break through        
now i'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking
and i'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me?
yeah i don't know what to say since the twist of fate
when it all broke down
and the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now 

 next chapter
how'd we end up this way?
you see me nervously pulling at my clothes and trying to look busy
and you're doing your best to avoid me
i'm starting to think one day 
i'll tell the story of us
how i was losing my mind when i saw you here
but you held your pride like you should have held me
oh, i'm scared to see the ending
why are we pretending this is nothing?
i'd tell you i miss you but i don't know how
i've never heard silence quite this loud 
now i'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking
and i'm dying to know is it killing me like it's killing me?
yeah i don't know what to say since the twist of fate
when it all broke down
and the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now 
this is looking like a contest of who can act like they care less
but i liked it better when you were on my side
the battle's in your hands now
but i would lay my armor down
if you said you'd rather love than fight
so many things that you wish i knew
but the story of us might be ending soon  
now i'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking
and i'm dying to know is it killing me like it's killing me?
yeah and i don't know what to say since the twist of fate
when it all broke down
and the story of us looks a alot like a tragedy now, now, now

and we're not speaking
and i'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me?
yeah i don't know what to say since the twist of fate
'cause we're going down
and the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now     

 the end

Jan 19, 2013

YOU FEEL SO LOW, YOU CAN'T FEEL NOTHING AT ALL

When music describes exactly how you feel.

once upon time, i believe it was a tuesday when i caught you eye
we got on to something
i hold on to the night when you looked me in the eye and told me
you loved me - we're you just kidding?
'cause it seems to me this thing is breaking down
we almost never speak, i don't feel welcome anymore
baby what happened?, please tell me 
'cause one second it was perfect
now you're half way out the door       
an outfit from the other day

and i stare at the phone, he still hasn't call
and you feel so low, you can't feel nothing at all
and you flashback to when he said forever and always

and it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
it rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
i was there when you said forever and always
1. wuthering heights, love it. 2. sun, i've missed you. 3. me. 4. schooooooooool.

was i out of line?
did i say something way too honest, made you run and hide
like a scared little boy
i looked into your eyes, thought i knew you for a minute
now i'm not so sure
 so here's to everything, coming down to nothing
here's to silence that cuts me to the core
where is this going?
thought i knew you for a minute but i don't anymore   
editing is awesome

and i stare at the phone, he still hasn't call
and you feel so low, you can't feel nothing at all
and you flashback to when he said forever and always

and it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong  
it rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
i was there when you said forever and always
you didn't mean it baby, i don't think so
1. another song that describes my feelings. 2. my prom dress. 3. i feel better when i look at my dream catcher.  4. me again.

back up, baby back up
did you forget everything?
back up, baby back up
did you forget everything?
back up, baby back up   
please back up, oh back up
back up, baby back up
...and again.

'cause it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
it rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
i was there when you said forever and always

and i stare at the phone, he still hasn't call
and you feel so low, you can't feel nothing at all
and you flashback to when we said forever and always   
'cause it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
it rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
 i was there when you said forever and always
you didn't mean it baby
you said forever and always

Jan 17, 2013

BRIGHTER

Sun was shining today and I didn't have my last class. More time, more opportunities.
I wore a bright colored skirt.

I hope that my mind gets brighter, too.







we are alone with our changing minds
we fall in love 'till it hurts or bleeds
or fades in time 

Jan 14, 2013

I GO NOWHERE

An outfit from last week.

I always complain how times go by too fast. Well, now I think it goes too slowly. 







stop and stare
i think i'm moving but i go nowhere
yeah, i know that everyone gets scared
but i've become what i can't be  

Jan 13, 2013

QUICKIE

Just a quick trip to Sweden.







don't you worry
don't you worry child
see heaven's got a plan for you

Jan 11, 2013

SOME EXTRAS

Here are few more photos from last Saturday.
I'm off to Sweden.






some things gotta get loud
'cause i'm dying just to make you see
that i need you here with me now
'cause you've got to one thing

Jan 10, 2013

CROSSING OVER

I'm a complainer. I complain. All the time.
Or maybe life just sucks sometimes. 

shirt Only




 boy what would you do
would you wanna stay
if i were to say
i wanna be last, yeah, baby let me be your
let me be your last first kiss 

Jan 6, 2013

WINTER PHOTOSHOOT

Yesterday Julia and I traveled all the way to my "summer"cottage and had our - almost a tradition - photo shoot. I have a little project going on, so it wasn't just for fun. It didn't felt like fun either because we were freezing. Thank you Julia for suffering for me! Here are the best pictures, enjoy.






she's got both feet on the ground
and she's burning it down
oooh, she's got her head in the clouds
and she's not backing down
this girl is on fire!