I didn't have school this week so I had time to do nothing. Which was nice for a change :-)
1. made chocolate meringue 2. stayed up wayyyy too late 3. me and my new hair - couldn't be happier 4. i decided to start listen to swedish music - maybe i'll learn something!
1. third season of o.c. 2. third season of downton abbey! - obviously i have no life :-D 3. i am so madly in love with eddie redmayne right now. gosh, is it legal to be as hot as he is? 4. went to the movies, twice actually.
1. played the piano 2. my room 3. drove when no one was around 4. me
1. sometimes i just love finland :-) 2. played with my cousins 3. best chicas! 4. helsinki at night.
just a small town boy and girl living in a crazy world trying to figure out what is and isn't true and i don't try to hide my tears my secrets or my deepest fears through it all nobody gets me like you do
I tend not to regret anything because lets face it, things that have happened already are pretty damn hard to change. I suppose there are two things in my life that I actually regret, but I've learned to live with them.
Then there are the things that have changed my life in some way - and not always in the good way. Or at the time it didn't feel like I'd learned anything, it just felt that my life was falling apart and I couldn't control it. When looking back I've realized how much I've grown mentally. All the hardships teach us. And sometimes it is important to remember that life isn't always up to me.
I don't regret what I've done or said even if it could've changed the situation. But sometimes I wonder...what if?
"i go back to december, turn around and make it alright"
maybe this is wishful thinking probably mindless dreaming but if we loved again, i swear i'd love you right i'd go back in time and change it, but i can't so if the chain is on your door, i understand
When I was in fifth grade I wrote an essay about me being a princess for a day. I didn't think that my wish would actually become true, but last Thursday I got a chance to wear a gown and put on my finest jewels. I have to admit that it was fun....and magical.
So here it is...introducing the dress.
and of course i needed some shoes and lets not forget about the jewels...
i got the bracelet and the earrings from my godmother for my 18th birthday. this was a proper occasion to wear them :-)
the shoes were from zara, but i fell in love with them. they were easy to dance with and they had just enough edginess to make my look sassy 'n' sweet. and the plus side is that i can wear them later as well...
My party outfit from last Friday. Tomorrow we have our prom.... I'm not that excited, but I hope that it'll be fun. By the way, my after-party-outfit will look the same as this one. ;--) Obviously I like the skirt that much.
you know i'll be your life your voice, your reason to be my love, my heart is beating for this moment in time i'll find the words to say before you leave me today