I should be apologizing about my absense, but I'm not going to. I haven't felt the want or a need to blog for a whole week and I'm not going to feel bad about it, even if I can almost sense the frustration some of my friends might have had. My days have revolved around the group project (and trust me, all that organising etc is exhausting), exercising and just, I don't know, trying to stay sane. It's been a weird week in the sense that I have done a lot and then I've done nothing. I have had lists and plans and I have almost stuck with them. I don't know... writing hasn't just been easy lately. I have ideas and I basically have everything I need, but I'm still uncapable of actually starting to do it. I guess it's the same as in excercising, for instance, the beginning is the most difficult part.
I honestly don't even know what I'm rambling - it doens't make sense to me either. I'm coming home to Finland tomorrow to celebrate (read: cater) my sister's graduation. I'm afraid I fall into an even bigger laziness hole (like I do every time I come home-home) and won't do anything reasonable. This time I will, however, get some shit done in the plane. I swear.